ahan rasty darmorede oon poste qabilm mikhastam yechizaye dige ezafe konam... hamintoory ...... mano khaharam dar raweshe darskhoondan zamin ta asemoon farq darim oon bekhatere dars az kheeli az chizaye lezzat bakhshe zendegi migzare wali man baraks be khatere kheeli chiza az dars  nemikham begam kare man khoobe wali aslan ba kare khaharam ham mowafeq nistam ... are rast migi bayad be ye hadde ta' adoly resid man yekam az oon begiramo oon yekam az man
haftehaye awwale daneshgahemoon ke hessabi baese negarani waledeine gerami shode boodam ... akhe khaharam ba inke fasele daneshgahesh (Erasmus university dar Rotterdam) ta khoone (Delft) kamtar az daneshgahe man (UVA dar Amsterdam) hast kheeli dirta az man be khoone miresid badesham hamin ke miresid fowry computer boodo ketabo daftaro dars wali man fowry ya radio ya TV ya khab ya khordan... midoonam alan az man ye dokhtare tanbale chaqe khabalo too zehnetoon be wojood oomade wali oonayi ke mano behtar mishnasan midoonan ke oontowram nisto man adatame piaz daqe chiza ro ziad konam .... waziat be hamin menwar pish miraft wa baes shod khodam ham kami negaran besham ye rooz (albate az rooye shookhi) be khaharam goftam: bebinam nakone sare man kolah rafte wo daneshgahe ma pezeshky dars nemidan  soale shabih be inro madaram ham chand dafe az man porsid : bebinam to waqean daneshgah miry?   
bas ke didam cheqadr mano khaharam ba ham dar darskhoondan farq mikonim konjkaw shodam bedoonam daneshgahe oona chetoor dars mide... be hamin dalil ye rooz bahash raftam waaaaay khoda rahm karde man oonja nistam be do dalil
 wojoode ziadi az hadde hamzabanha (afghani wa irany) akhe man mishe goft ziady az had ejtemayi hastamo hamoontoor ke bala goftam zood darso kenar mizaram... alan inja faqat dar kolle 350 nafar sale awwali manamo ye pesar irani wo ye aqaye irani albate mishe goft do aqaye irany ...inam ke aslan yejoorian ke adam jor@ nemikone harf bezane
badesham inke sakhtemane oonja yejoorayi ehsase khafegi behem midad
wa dar akhar ham systeme dars dadaneshoon ... aslan adam nemifahme ke warede daneshgah shode mesle dabestano dabirestan hanooz hey ..hmm..chejoor begam ..az dastet migiran ta nayofty yewaqt!..man bishtar az oon khodkhah haye maqroorha hastam (albate na be in sheddat ) ke aslan nemikhad kesi komakesh kone makhsoosan dar morede darskhoondan mikham khodam be raweshe khodam bekhoonam

PS: rasty emrooz belakhare in aqa mostafa joratesh ro hessabi jaam kard shayad ham yerize az ino oon qarz kardo oomad jeloo salam aleiko ahwalporsi ... ishoon yek pesare afghani hastan ke dar daneshgahe ma hastan. ashnayi famili. ye kam raftareshoon ajibe  adam ro be shak mindazan ke nakone qasdhayi dashte bashan.. akhe pedare ishoon bood ke baad az fahmidane inke man wa pesareshoon qarare too ye daneshgah dars bekhoonim hey bikhe gooshe pedare man khoond ke nazary sepide daneshgah awaz kone ... hala age khabary shod behetoon migam