Feeling lost and lonely.
Feeling sad and blue.
Feel as though I'm falling,
into a hell that is not new.

I feel so lost and empty,
just a shell of who I am.
Afraid of losing all I have,
but not sure I give a damn.

Cant keep going the way I'm going.
Cant keep living in the lie.
I feel such a flood of emotions,
can barely contain it all inside.

Something has to change soon.
Something has to give.
I need to find some answers
for my soul to continue to live.

I have to find my peace now.
Need to live and love, to be free.
Stop surrounding myself with obligation,
and learn to start living for me.
by Kristine Bowles